Taking a Moment for Me….

It’s been crazy busy lately. I’m not complaining, crazy busy comes with November and NaNoWriMo! I love it, I truly do! But tonight as I sat here working, I realized how much I’d adore just taking a moment for me. Isn’t that a luscious thought?

Ha ha ha, is it sad that even as I sit typing these words, being selfish enough to blog despite the fact I don’t have time to, and despite the fact I should not be wasting words on something that doesn’t grow my NaNoWriMo Word Count or increase and better hone the current manuscript I am ghostwriting; that I feel guilty?

Ugh what a sentence I just wrote…… eek.  < shaking head >

Anyway, I wanted to come post this photo I took of some colored pens I adore and keep out just to see their colorfulness, and which are covered in dust because life has been too busy for me to dust them. The photo sort of symbolizes a lot for me during the past year. Life has led me literally through ever color there is in life, and most times I was covered in grimey dust as it led me down those paths of color.

Crazy, but true.

I’d tell you all about it, but shit you not, you wouldn’t believe me. Suffice to say, I’ve learned a lot. More then I ever felt capable of learning and accepting. Now I begin each day with an intrepid step forward simply because I must.  Soon I’ll share some things, once I am able to tap that wellspring of emotion I rarely show to the outside world. For now though I’ll just be a colorfully dusty eensybeensyspider, one who tries but can’t quite visualize what precisely I’d do if I had a moment for me.

Epic w00t,

Cylithria

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Ending 2011 on an Epic Note.

As 2011 comes to a close, I find myself wanting a new, clean space to muss up with my senseless babbles, stories, and various ramblings. eensybeensyspider.com is that space.  Welcome!

My name is Cylithria, but around the web I am also known as the eensybeensyspider or CD (as the kids of ywp.nanowrimo.org call me.)

If you’ve been a long time reader, Hiya! It’s good to have you back with me.  If you are new here, stick around. You’d be surprised at what I blog, who I am now, and who I used to be!

Happy New Year World. 2012 is going to be epic because I refuse to take steps. This coming year, I’ll Make Steps!

~Epic w00t,

Cylithria